second life

2012-01-20T13:01:00.001+08:00

Cant we pass the stage of giving presents? Jus a dinner tgt will do isnt it?

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2012-01-20T13:00:00.001+08:00

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守护甜心 - 边里唯世

2012-01-15T09:30:00.000+08:00

不見

2012-01-12T12:46:00.001+08:00

不見了手機

不見了你

也不見了憧憬和希望

2011

2012-01-03T21:42:00.001+08:00

很久没有写日记了。

当初已不再了。

新的一年里

我必须累点!!!

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拍照

2011-12-15T11:59:00.002+08:00

不要再以为我是相机售货员
不要再以为照片里是可以没有我的脸的

但也或许是因为在你们的记忆里不需要有我的存在
不需要记得我长得怎么样
不需要记得我也是你的朋友

你不是会拍照咯？为什么还要去找别人拍照？
这样的话

很伤人。

2nd year

2011-11-19T22:13:00.001+08:00

If u ask me. The interest die very fast. The passion kept me going. Next year will be my final year n I hope I can graduate from this company.

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一年

2011-11-18T08:07:00.001+08:00

几时才能到明年?

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你呢?

2011-10-31T22:31:00.001+08:00

我很想传简讯给你我知道你一定会回复我
我很想见一见你我知道我想太多了
我希望你会来带我走纵使我知道这些都是妄想
我太依赖你了对不起

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wish list

2011-10-23T09:36:00.001+08:00

Watch.
Tshirts.
shorts.
A lens.
A laptop.

Jiayou. I know I can save for all this!!!!!!!! Heehee.

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极光！

2011-10-05T20:52:00.002+08:00

你的出现突然的出现

为什么开场白会这么不一样？

为什么聊的内容这么不一样？

为什么对很多事的想法会这么一样？

为什么要让我知道会有这么样的一个人存在于这个世界！

你的言语之间显露君子之风

谢谢你让我知道这世界上总会有这种人的存在

谢谢你的甜。。。纵然你不会老呆在我的身边

batam trip

2011-08-26T19:38:00.001+08:00

我以为从小一就打上的心结在十几年后的现在可以打开结果又必须得继续打结着

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it was in my dream

2011-08-26T08:13:00.001+08:00

Your hands were big and so warm.
Your smiles can melt.

The dreams made me smiled for dys aldy. :)

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2011-08-24T07:47:00.001+08:00

如果王子不出现我宁愿这一生都不知道恋爱的感觉。

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-no title-

2011-08-15T08:07:00.001+08:00

its jus that no one actually feel the need to dote on me... more than a friend. Accept it.

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服务

2011-08-11T21:12:00.002+08:00

我对服务的要求很高。
我辛苦赚来的钱，我肯定要它去的有价值。
如果服务态度不好，我宁愿不买。
新加坡总会有别一间店，是吧？
就算贵一点，我其实也愿意，只要服务值得的话就可以。

我自己对服务这么要求。
别人肯定也会对服务有所要求，不是吗？
身为服务人员，我必定要给别人一定的服务态度。

客人永远是对的。

haha

2011-08-08T22:56:00.001+08:00

花姐说"我爱你"了哈哈

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侧田—好人

2011-08-03T20:48:00.001+08:00

若谈样子不会叫好
不算最讨好
但我的内在美不够味道
那足以自豪
谈为人当然好
双手也好抱
无奈独有伴侣问前路
没有想陪同邻家男孩跳舞
唯独当我师徒
人人亲近我
无人争夺我
无人关怀是谁大平卖亲和
平凡像我路过十个似我
情敌实在太多
人人鼓励我
无人倾慕我
常常激励别人
尽情热恋事后遗下我
像毒咒无人爱我
别吓我
并无自欺所有老死
只配作知己
愿意跟我细数恋爱挫折
抱住我会死
谈完情拖好手
都将我抛弃
从来没理会我喜与悲
是那么平凡仍可以来斗气
谈情令我心死
由得我死
你管不到那么多
天都不爱我
立心孤立我
平凡的人若提及情份
便显得不配么
难道我看不到现况正是结果
由得我
无人关怀是谁大平卖亲和
天都不理我
令我想清楚
感情是来自由弱者
所写的悲歌
事实上为什么不拍到拖
说穿了我不美
信我woo……

回来之后

2011-07-19T08:56:00.002+08:00

回到现实也有三个星期左右了吧……
就是一直还没有办法真正的回来。
每天晚上都处于睡不着的状态，很累却很幸福。
每天白天都处于飘飘然的状态，很无奈却很爽。

回到现实之后，
开始发现一直以来的待遇都不能构成待遇了
基本没有什么待遇可言。
可能因为了了心愿了吧……

开始……
想飞走。

迷路。迷失

2011-07-08T09:50:00.002+08:00

人问我：
你完成了你的心愿了，看了amy了。
你人生的下一个目标是什么？

我不知道。

是。
我不知道。

不过我打算2月就结束我现在的一段旅程。
rest awhile before i start another chapter of life. :)

my wallpaper

2011-07-04T15:01:00.001+08:00

It makes me smile....

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the power of photoshop

2011-07-04T14:21:00.001+08:00

I choose wat I want to see in the photo

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那时

2011-07-01T15:34:00.002+08:00

我那时就应该自私点。
但是，我自己也说了命运怎么安排怎么好。
这次不能私下见面。
总会有下次的。

最后了……

2011-06-27T20:59:00.002+08:00

她的麦没有开。
没有办法听到她的声音。

演员们都自由发挥了……
可能因为有录影，所以都尽力发挥了
虽然，频频出现失误。

中半场后，我们换了位置。
看得更清楚了。

她转过来
YAY…… 没拍到

YAY…… 还是没有拍到

*很想死！*

OK！…… YES拍到了！啦啦啦~

她们说看amy太多次都没有感觉了
我说看了一次就会希望有下一次

欲望越线了。

可惜最后了……

you are all i have

2011-06-26T09:29:00.002+08:00

今天她没有说错台词。
越来越多人说她演得不怎么样、没有什么发挥的余地。这是。

演出完的时候，我还冲到舞台中间把信都交给amy。这是我人生中最大胆的一次。还是要花姐把我半拉半推出去的。今天我坐第一排。

她走出来了。意外的，第一个就走出来了。
开口的时候，她说“要开会所以出来说一声”。
我以为真是。大家也这样想。

瞬间就变成了记者招待会。大家都在拍。我就冲上前去拍了一张。唯一一个单独合照，也是唯一一个粉丝单独合照。老天是眷顾我的。心里面也很感激花姐，非常感激花姐！
助手说要大合照，我就抢着说那新加坡和马来西亚的先吧！我知道大家都让着我。因为我是第一次见到她。要不是，我真要变成公敌了。然后就是一轮的合照中！到了最后还有人要了签名。真好！

不久，她就进去“开会”了。
再不久，很多艺人都走出来了。

然后，有工作人员说她往另一个通道走了。大家都不信。
花姐也跑回来说她走了，我才信。

live a little dream like this

2011-06-25T03:53:00.001+08:00

it was like a dream. a dream i've been dreaming for years. you wouldn't understand how long i've waited and how much effort i've put in to path my way through... and it came true. i

've heard stories about it and now i have a short story of my own. it's a feeling i can't describe... and no words can describe. i

t's mysterically wonderful. i

'm like living in a dream now and i can't sleep. it's as if if i fell asleep, i would be in reality. anyone feel me? ha! u can go ahead and laugh at me being crazy but i don't care.

photography

2011-06-25T03:52:00.001+08:00

do you know why i liked to take photos? because every photo tells a story. even if it's a studio shoot with poses and lightings, it has a story of the shooting process... how boring is the photographer or how interesting the shoot is... i have a short memory.. a very short one indeed. i may not remember the details of every story... but when i look at the photos that i took. i remember the feelings. it goes very deep down into my heart. it reminds me of how i used to like this person, how i used to behave, how i used to think and react, how i grow over time. and every time when i think of these feelings, i love photography alittle more. these ain't great stories... but these are my stories. stories that i can tell to whoever is listening. or if not, it fills up the pages in my diary... and till the end of the day, i can bring along this thick storybook to god and i will show him/her these photos... i will thank them for writing my life in this way.

it is you that i don't want to forget

2011-06-25T03:18:00.003+08:00

她真的从剧场门口走出来而不是从秘密通道离开的。

第一次看到她。近距离。3D。真人。她的粉底挺厚的。不过皮肤是好的。只是岁月在她的脸上轻轻的留下来。

我冲上去说我们是新加坡来的，却忘了跟她说我叫神九。哈哈。

她的微笑。她的笑容。很开心。是真的。不是假笑也不是皮笑肉不笑的。她的眼睛会一直看着跟她说话的人。很专注。很认真。杨宗保说的没有错。穆桂英的眼睛会说话。笑起来，真好看！

我还说了要跟她拍照。。。她说停车场要关了，所以只可以大合照。跟以往一样我变成了摄影的那个人。我跟她们拍了几张。有一个好心人主动要帮我拍一张。但是其中一个不醒目的人霸占了她没有拿包包的右手边。。。

我只好站在左手边。。。隔着一个大包包。

之后，我就一直拍照。人太矮，一直拍到别人的人头。真讨厌。不过还是有很不错的照片。很开心。

有一个人，也是新加坡的，去抱她。多勇敢阿。她有一点吓倒。不过还是笑得很灿烂。好像可以接受这种举动。没有要排斥的感觉。我就是没有这样的勇气。真孬种。哈哈！不过我继续拍照。只是多几张而已。电梯很不识相的来了，她就这样坐电梯离开了。

她说（虽然是台词）：真正的幸福是知道自己是幸福的，不然就是生在福中不知福了！

我知道我应该要很开心。我见到了我想了这么久我真的见到了。拍了一张有我有她的一张照片。我也拍了一些照片。属于我的一些她的照片。但是，我就是觉得挺伤感的。我不知道为什么也不知道那份伤感来自哪里。但绝对不是失望。只是……

things you didn't know

2011-06-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

i did threw myself at you
just that you didn't know me enough to know that.

man

2011-06-09T23:26:00.001+08:00

He is everything I don't want.

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早上考试

2011-06-04T10:24:00.002+08:00

客人：哇！你们的衣架越来越少了。
我：蛤？不是我们的衣架。是你们的生意越做越大了。
客人：哈哈！我就是要看你怎么回答。。。

现在做工越来越难了。。。还要随时被考口才。

from phone

2011-05-30T23:44:00.001+08:00

是我太没有安全感太敏感太不相信人还是你其实一直都在骗我作弄我? 48小时了连一封简讯都没有。。。

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space

2011-05-30T11:00:00.001+08:00

let's find a guy, draft and sign a wedding contract...
just to get a tiny space on our own.

忘记

2011-05-27T10:55:00.002+08:00

我是一个非常健忘的人。
是那一种“尽管很努力记得，但是还是能够忘记今天午餐吃过什么”的人。

我跟鱼的记忆一样。每7秒就是一个新的记忆。
但鱼的7秒可能等于我的4-5个小时吧？

哈哈

哎哟~ 最近真的很不想工作了。
我这个样子拖啊拖啊…… 很快又是新的一年了。

-.-

2011-05-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

TOO TIRED.

Lensbaby - hong kong

2011-05-16T11:31:00.002+08:00

Jebsen & Co. Ltd.
Room 1801
18/F
Tower II
Grand Century Place
193 Prince Edward Road West
Mongkok, Kowloon
852-2926 2323

AMY CHAN

2011-05-16T09:45:00.002+08:00

人家说，日有所思夜有所梦。但是尽管我每天都幻想着/想着看到amy，但是我甚少真的梦到过。

昨晚，我真的梦到了。又跟她拍照也跟她要了签名。灰常鸡冻！哈哈！第一次那么亲切的跟她说话，那么亲切的答应我跟我拍照。那么亲切……

我想……真的看到她的时候，眼泪也会灰常鸡冻的~！

伤害

2011-05-15T22:29:00.001+08:00

起码我现在的辛苦是自己给的,而不是你给的。

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2011-05-11T22:38:00.001+08:00

Now that you told me all those... its almost destined that we will only be friends.

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:(

2011-05-11T22:36:00.001+08:00

Working tt time fucking free. Gg home tt time fucking busy. Knn. I cannot take it le!!!

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死亡

2011-05-08T08:39:00.001+08:00

我跟我妈说，要是你给机会屋价再暴涨，那以后我60岁就要死了。我妈问我，WHY? 我说，以现在我赚钱的速度，我不会有办法买到屋子。就算以后我们要换一个屋子，你卖屋子得到的钱全部用上了，我也没有本事付多余的。我们现在这间屋子只剩下差不多40年的时间了。我妈又说，可能他临时有计划的话，可能多30年就收回了。我最后说，那我还是50岁就死了算了。╮(╯▽╰)╭

惨了

2011-05-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

白日梦一大堆的我。

get IN to be SANE

2011-04-29T17:38:00.002+08:00

and yes.
this is the time i need a blog.

vvv mang zhang now.
every single thing pissed me off.

a friend 装可怜 to make me meet for dinner.
oh and yes. i'm not a person good in rejecting people.
so i end up lying.
but i'm still meeting him because.... he is wheelchair bound.

my boss stuck now at daiso due to a power break down.
i asked him not to make another trip back to get things.
then he insist. so i'm stuck here and FORCED to take bus to meet my friend.
like wtf.

and think again.
home = hotel
PAP use loud heller = right.
i blast music = inconsiderate.

everyday see ah tiong.
educated ah tiong live like a king here, drawing alot more than most of us.
uneducated ah tiong live like ants here, they are EVERYWHERE.

everyday live in a place that doesn't seems mine doesn't sound like it's mine.

when i'm awake i hear ppl talk
when i'm asleep i hear ppl snore.

everyday i live like a zombie.
oh. a zombie who fake smiles to customers and ppl ard.

so wat's the pt of working?
wat's the pt of getting off days?

2011-04-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

when i have 3days consecutive off days together, it gets very dangerous starting from the end of the second day.

because

I WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH NOT DOING ANYTHING.
then i will feel like quitting. :(

recent

2011-04-14T14:13:00.002+08:00

happy isnt the word to describe what i'm feeling now.
too much questions being asked.

what do i want?
what do i want really?

and the stress from environment
and the rush from paces

it's killing me not too slowly.

死

2011-04-05T11:39:00.003+08:00

一横走过少年
一那被石绊倒
爬上山腰
一横又走过平静
一那跌入谷底
一点流下眼泪
一撇回首从前
最后一笔完成死字

W H Y

2011-04-05T09:47:00.002+08:00

每次都要把我從最高的地方摔下來。每次都要我傷痕累累走到最後。我到底能夠這樣傷多久還能受幾次傷宣告死亡的時候，到底是幾時？我到底能不能撐到你說一句“你可以死了” 我真的很難受你聽到嗎？帶我走啊安排一場車禍，飛機事故，或者禍從天降爲什麽要把我帶到這個世上讓我受苦？爲什麽？

dig in more.

2011-03-31T21:03:00.001+08:00

but then again, if you ask me. i would still tell you that i rather give up my room than that damn bond. so be it. maybe it's time for me to start hunting for a overseas job... in hk. because i do not need a mother afterall. anyway, i didn't wished to be born at all.

太天真

2011-03-31T20:57:00.001+08:00

我很天真的以为危机过后我又可以得到自己的房间。骗人的。你始终都是骗人的。你是坏人。

AMY CHAN

2011-03-30T18:19:00.003+08:00

AMY CHAN IS COMING TO TOWN!

haha. i'm lying.

She will be performing in a stage drama in JUNE.

June24,25,26

and me is GOING!

knn

2011-03-21T18:22:00.003+08:00

let me tell u.
i'm super pissed off now.
and i'm only exploding tonight at this, yes, THIS moment

cos i cannot take
NOISE
NAGS
优柔寡断ness
ppl invading my privacy
and people touching me all over the place

BUT THEN

you possesses all these as if it's natural in everybody.
and i could simply just conclude that you are a perverted old naggy man

i cannot take it
because i most probably am going to work with you till i quit this job
grrr.

i shall put on a pms face everytime you are ard.

nightmares everynight!
grrr.

the end.

shoo away.

japan's earthquake

2011-03-19T18:28:00.004+08:00

it's actually very saddening to know about this.
stories and stories people zoomed in to look at.
things that were hidden.
a country chooses what to say and what not to say.

upset

Again

2011-03-16T20:12:00.001+08:00

I pushed another you away again.

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i've never met her before.

2011-03-11T11:45:00.002+08:00

i felt so happy then suddenly this idea came.

"what has it got to do with you? you aint part of their family at all."

work

2011-03-10T09:41:00.001+08:00

wah liao...
i want to go back to the mon-fri 9-5.30 working time :(
)*&^%$$%^&!$@

要求

2011-03-03T20:54:00.002+08:00

我只是希望你能够在我身旁

这要求多么吗？

每一次每一个人都这么问……
这要求多吗？

不多。

就是命运让这要求变多了

又凭什么
剥夺这些要求实现的机会

命书
一些我们从来没有看过但在传说中变得非常真的书籍

不多。

刚好就能够概括我们每一个人的一生

就这样冷漠的
剥夺了很多人的希望

希望变成了奢望

不多。

刚好让我们抱着一些遗憾离开

但是
这要求真的多了吗？

My 1st blog post with samsung galaxy ace

2011-03-02T10:37:00.001+08:00

Lol...so in love with my phone :-)

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My Heart Will Go On - Sungha Jung

2011-02-22T11:34:00.000+08:00

this boy is great!

回来了

2011-02-20T09:29:00.000+08:00

i'm back!

from japan

japan

2011-02-15T16:16:00.002+08:00

ODAIBA

japan trip

2011-02-14T17:43:00.001+08:00

i burnt most of my money on doraemon.
：）

2011-02-09T09:54:00.002+08:00

JAPAN

the day after tomorrow

it's freaking exciting :)

对你

2011-02-07T14:05:00.001+08:00

一言难尽
我终于明白这句话的意思

太固执的结果……

2011-02-06T09:04:00.000+08:00

and i forgot to say...
happy chinese new year :)

只是你都不知道

2011-02-05T18:45:00.000+08:00

很久了……
在茫茫人海里
不断寻找你的踪影
在汪洋大海里
不断寻找你的气息

很久了……
全世界都以为你走了
我还是苯苯守着
所有人都认定你不会再回来了
我还是选择守着

很久了……
双手已经无力握紧了
麻痹了疼痛了
心脏已经无力保持节奏了
慢下了歇着

但已经很久了……
原以为的手累了心死了
却一直在深土里
握得更紧了动得更稳定了
只是更不为人知了

更爱你了……

sigh

2011-01-29T14:53:00.001+08:00

normal days @ chinatown is good. good food's everywhere.
CNY days @ chinatown is sucky. people everywhere.

梁靜茹 - 情歌

2011-01-23T10:40:00.000+08:00

girls are petty. if they are not, then you are like to be one or meet one like that.

2011-01-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

i don't exist to find a flower vase for your flowers.
neither did i exist for converting 3 songs in .MP3 to .WAV
i don't exist to tell u the damn password for the mac everytime you come.
neither did i exist for watching your works everytime you ask for it.

i may not get that standard of work done, but i sure can get it done somehow smoothly and definately beautifully. i choose not to because of the commission my boss offered to me is freaking not worth me doing it lor. so since i'm not putting my hand in video stuff, do not ask me to do any video related stuff!

what are you so proud of?

the things ain't completely done by you. it's smth done by YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS. tell me if they would continue to give (free?) support when you are all working in future. you have your crew. you pick up the bad habits of production and think it's all right. then you bitch about your client. tell me if it's right.

show off to me. when something is done and it's totally done by you. when it's your "baby".

last note.

i am not an admin girl in the office.

when the time has come....

2011-01-21T11:24:00.002+08:00

to update my deadly blog.

HAHAHA!

i'm so tired right now. argh.
i couldn't open my eyes now.
can't concentrate to edit photos either.
:(

zhou gong... leave me alone for toDAY and come back toNIGHT
please~~~

Jay Chao Diao - Huang Ming Zhi

2011-01-19T10:39:00.000+08:00

黄明志 - 新年歌

2011-01-18T10:31:00.000+08:00

HEBE Autograph Session 2010

2011-01-17T22:31:00.001+08:00

i often thought of this question

2011-01-15T11:51:00.002+08:00

when will the time come for me to go?

it happens every now and then and i can tell you, god, i can't take it. i don't become a better person after go through shit. i didn't and i don't know how. i wished i was never born. you tell me, you loved me but you never give me a moment of peace. even now when it's just less than a month i'm going overseas, you have to let me bring a heavy heart over there. ain't you selfish too? and yes, i am picking on you, so go on bring me away and punish me. :'( i rather go through physical pain then emotional pain. too heavy for me.

so, tell me.
when is the time for me to go?

2011-01-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!

祝：

事事顺心

天天开心

福如东海

寿比南山

说。

2011-01-06T21:45:00.001+08:00

心烦烦心

羡慕你羡慕我

2010-12-31T23:25:00.002+08:00

你很珍惜生命
老天却老是给你不顺心的事
你很努力生活
老天却老是给你不及格的成绩
你很充实过每一天
老天却老是把你推到谷底

老天给了我很不错的健康
我却很不珍惜
老天给了我很不错的环境
我却不怎么在乎
老天给了我很不错的一条路
我却一直想拐弯抹角

悲歌

2010-12-31T23:23:00.002+08:00

你唱出了我原本一直被压抑着的忧郁
那种悲情一直环绕在我的脑海中
再听了原唱所唱的那些歌
怎么我还是觉得你唱得更悲更动听

买票

2010-12-31T23:18:00.001+08:00

世上有太多人自以为的买了票，然后自以为的对了号，最后很自以为是的对号入座。

blog blog

2010-12-28T10:37:00.002+08:00

god damn tired.
pay increment of 600....hkd! haha okay lah.. 100sgd lor. it's just to make myself feel better. :P
christmas is way too crazy and i didn't have enough rest that i was expecting to have. :(

tml is super tiring too. 2 shoots and buffet after work.
:(

anyway, new year is coming.
the 2011 resolution coming up soon :)

look

2010-12-19T14:04:00.002+08:00

i wish my mum dead. now.
when u look back, u will most prolly say i really have wished my mother dead for a million times already.
and then u look back again, maybe u will realised that i'm the one who really hated my mother.

but it's only when she's dead, i get a total break free from all the rubbish from the bitches in the family.. i will get a life of my own.. i will have a PEACE OF MIND. do u ever understand?

gossips and gossips.
MYOB!
do i need to get that software to install in ur head?

updates.

2010-12-17T17:53:00.001+08:00

for the sake of updating.
oh. and if u wanna catch me, log in sina weibo!
okay,
i'm gg off to meet my girl click.
bye.

not in the mood

2010-12-12T21:43:00.002+08:00

every little thing can piss me off right now. can you imagine how bad is my mood now?
oh. you sure can't imagine how bad my temper is.

there is a couple of things so irritating now.
but right now, the top winner is my cpu who refuses to detect monitors!

sibeh dulan now.
until i can't even sleep when i close my eyes.
turn here turn there.

i should be sleeping by now since i got home extra early today.

knnbccb..!

get lost.
i hate you.

amy chan michelle yeoh give me more peace of mind than you do.
you steal my life, my room, my happiness, my everything.

you are hurting me.

i really hate you.
cos you are like the big G that takes away everything after giving me some sweeties.

i can't use my desktop now!!!!
i hate it.

bloody fcuker.

argh!!!

someone kill me will you?

the co. has come to this point

2010-12-07T10:52:00.002+08:00

ridiculous.
w/o facebook, there's weibo and blogs.

i don't care what did you say to him.
or did u mean i should care.
currently i'm doing this shit not you.

the fire's up today.

shut up.

fcuked up

2010-12-07T10:11:00.003+08:00

it's really a shit when you work with people who do:
things last min,
don't plan,
don't know what's going on,
don't put in effort,
don't appreciate
and more.......

what's more, i get the shit.

Taylor Swift - Haunted

2010-11-29T14:04:00.001+08:00

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd live to see it break

It's getting dark and its all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake

Oh, holding my breath
Won't lose you again
Something's made your eyes go cold

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now
I'm haunted

Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I say to you

He will try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead

Oh, holding my breath
Won't see you again
Something keeps me holding on to nothing

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now
I'm haunted

I know
I know
I just know

You're not gone
You can't be gone
No

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
I can't go back
I'm haunted

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I'd see it break
Never thought I'd see it

昨晚

2010-11-28T12:34:00.001+08:00

短短的几句对话
我可能也许真的不是一个很好的朋友
对不起朋友们

.

2010-11-26T19:32:00.001+08:00

我还真的不知道现在的我到底为什么也跟着难过了。
突然感觉公司要倒了似的。
唉
加油啊！

.

2010-11-26T13:59:00.001+08:00

我最不想看到的事情
发生了

wtf

2010-11-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

i feel like writing some thing. those stupid short stories. those little not-very-poetic poems. and i couldn't think of anything. there is no inspiration.

friends

2010-11-23T14:41:00.003+08:00

i actually like going to shuqi's hse to take dajie's accessories.
it's like one of the best times/mood for me to take photos. really.

the routine... reach bedok mrt, walk there (for exercising sake), eat dinner, start product shoot, then play a while with the little monster before shuqi walk me to the bus stop.

i'm fine, really.

2010-11-16T09:53:00.002+08:00

it's been a while since i blogged.
so how is life?

ok, that's a common question people ask and like to ask.
not forgetting another favourite question - what have your planned for your life?
something along this "money road" question.

ok, let me get back to the how's life question.
i'm fine, doing well.
don't have to worry because i wouldn't go to the extend of asking a money loan from you.
so yeap. thanks for your concern.

双语 Bilingual

2010-11-09T22:48:00.003+08:00

hey, it doesn't mean i can not make any mistake because i am a singaporean. if you are so great, then don't bother studying or working in singapore. i mean everything has its pros and cons, humans too. so, why criticising after correcting me? just shut up, will you?

我是新加坡人不代表我不能犯任何语言上的错误。我的母语是中文，不是英文。你说我中文差，我承认。但是如果你认为你很了不起，那请不要过来读书或工作。每件事、每个人都有自己的长处与短处。为何要在改正之后给予嘲讽呢？静静的，不行吗？

and please, that was a japanese name.

and if you don't mind, speak to me in english!

何况，那是日本名字！

不介意的话，你也可以跟我说英文！

i hate it when people give a certain expectation to someone or something. yes, i am angry. it's not fair to say "all chinese are uneducated" after i talked to you either, isn't it? so please, do not judge all singaporeans after i misspelled a japanese name.

我讨厌别人给某件事件或某个人定上期待。是，我是生气了。如果跟你说话之后，我说“所有华人都是没有教养的”，这必定也是不公平。所以，请不要给所有新加坡人定上标志。我只是拼错一个日本名字。

whoo.

2010-11-05T23:28:00.001+08:00

sometimes i'm so tired of working.
when will i keep up the courage to go overseas to work?

long day...

2010-11-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

........again

tired

2010-11-02T13:44:00.001+08:00

tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.

and i want to sleep.

again

2010-10-26T16:33:00.000+08:00

他妈的。
又来。

sentences

2010-10-25T22:54:00.001+08:00

people says
that's not the case
people says
it's not the way

古装片

2010-10-23T13:10:00.003+08:00

一部好的古装片总是有一种魔力，让我看了之后会情不自禁地泥足深陷。

在古装片的世界里，没有钱的困扰，没有前途的困扰。

尤其对主角来说，贵人总会出现在重要关口帮助自己。

怎么办？出不来了。

Michelle Yeoh - Sunshine

2010-10-22T18:17:00.000+08:00

look at the way she sits. it's so reaallll.

Late Late Show - Craig interviews Michelle Yeoh

2010-10-21T09:54:00.000+08:00