Friday, April 29, 2011: 5:38 PM
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get IN to be SANE
and yes.
this is the time i need a blog.
vvv mang zhang now.
every single thing pissed me off.
a friend 装可怜 to make me meet for dinner.
oh and yes. i'm not a person good in rejecting people.
so i end up lying.
but i'm still meeting him because.... he is wheelchair bound.
my boss stuck now at daiso due to a power break down.
i asked him not to make another trip back to get things.
then he insist. so i'm stuck here and FORCED to take bus to meet my friend.
like wtf.
and think again.
home = hotel
PAP use loud heller = right.
i blast music = inconsiderate.
everyday see ah tiong.
educated ah tiong live like a king here, drawing alot more than most of us.
uneducated ah tiong live like ants here, they are EVERYWHERE.
everyday live in a place that doesn't seems mine doesn't sound like it's mine.
when i'm awake i hear ppl talk
when i'm asleep i hear ppl snore.
everyday i live like a zombie.
oh. a zombie who fake smiles to customers and ppl ard.
so wat's the pt of working?
wat's the pt of getting off days?
Friday, April 22, 2011: 8:41 PM
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when i have 3days consecutive off days together, it gets very dangerous starting from the end of the second day.
because
I WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH NOT DOING ANYTHING.
then i will feel like quitting. :(
Thursday, April 14, 2011: 2:13 PM
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recent
happy isnt the word to describe what i'm feeling now.
too much questions being asked.
what do i want?
what do i want really?
and the stress from environment
and the rush from paces
it's killing me not too slowly.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011: 11:39 AM
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死
一横 走过少年
一那 被石绊倒
爬上山腰
一横 又走过平静
一那 跌入谷底
一点 流下眼泪
一撇 回首从前
最后一笔 完成死字
: 9:47 AM
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W H Y
每次都要把我從最高的地方摔下來。每次都要我傷痕累累走到最後。我到底能夠這樣傷多久還能受幾次傷宣告死亡的時候,到底是幾時?我到底能不能撐到你說一句“你可以死了” 我真的很難受你聽到嗎?帶我走啊安排一場車禍,飛機事故,或者禍從天降爲什麽要把我帶到這個世上讓我受苦? 爲什麽?