Saturday, January 15, 2011: 11:51 AM
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i often thought of this question
when will the time come for me to go?it happens every now and then and i can tell you, god, i can't take it. i don't become a better person after go through shit. i didn't and i don't know how.
i wished i was never born. you tell me, you loved me but you
never give me a moment of peace. even now when it's just less than a month i'm going overseas, you have to let me bring a heavy heart over there. ain't you selfish too? and yes, i am picking on you, so go on bring me away and punish me.
:'( i rather go through physical pain then emotional pain. too heavy for me.
so, tell me.
when is the time for me to go?