Thursday, August 23, 2007: 7:59 AM
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gone
i have always been joking. i guess that's a way for me to accept the fact that he will be gone soon or later. it's only the starting of that month and he is really gone. it's really a big shock for me. it's the first time i see a dead body, the preparation of a funeral, the cremation of my OWN uncle. i'm not close to him. in fact, i quite dislike him cos he's arrogant, demanding and fierce. but recently, i see his smiles, his jokes, his everything. i just begin to like him and love him as my uncle. i just begin to respect him and he's gone.
well, my aunt was super pissed. hehe i did everything that i weren't supposed to do. although it's bad for me, i take it as i am doing that for the very last time for my uncle so i wun mind it even if it means bad luck or whatever for me.
i've been sick for the past few days and i'm ok now. yay =)