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Saturday, November 21, 2009: 1:18 AM
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today
think the chance is not high for the printing job at brabasah.
needs designing skills and illustrator etc....
:(
nonetheless, still not a wasted trip down to bbc
cos i got a jay chou photobook @ 5$.
it's cheap cos the original tag says it's 61+$ :)
zap dou bou (cantonese)
ok, i sent resumes online jus now to 2 photography related job post.
hope they will reply me
with a "YES I WANT YOU"
*prays hard*
and to 2 other jobs....
one mandarin speaking receptionist (i'm from CHINESE studies. :P)
another to admin in educational centers (it's not teaching. it's just admin. -.-)
*prays not as hard but still hard*
need a job...
for a few mths....
i need $ for holidays and driving lessons
OH! btw, i wore my contact lens....
weird but
NO MORE HEADACHES
due to the stupid spec frame :)
and and NO MORE blurred friends :)
hmm... maybe can work in some book stores too! LOL
good nite earthlings :)
PS: idk y but i quite like this center alignment thingy.
Thursday, November 19, 2009: 8:05 PM
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updates
i failed the short eye test that day when i register for class 2B
ok. u can laugh.
but then i will die if i wear my specs for all the damn lesson.
the eye doctor say i got frame phobia.
-.-
my turn to laugh at myself. LOL
anyway, i got myself a contact lens to try it out
if i still give in to the damn headache
i will earn enuf $ to hire a chaffeur
SBS or SMRT is a good choice eh?
haha.
i'm gg to bras basah tml.
wish my luck
:)
Wednesday, November 18, 2009: 12:46 PM
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游牧民族的女儿
一个经常出走的人
一个常不在家的心
一个渴望爱的女人
一个不懂得爱的心
她是一个游牧民族
到处寻找爱
四处奔跑
她从来都没有得到爱
她不知道也不懂它
她只知道她用了一生都还是找不到
她成长了她变成了母亲
却还离“妈妈”很远
怎么办?她不懂得爱自己的孩子
她是一个游牧民族
四处游荡
不懂得什么叫做稳定
她又要出走了
几时?
再见
最好不要再见了
我不要抱着随时会被抛下的定时炸弹!
如果一个家只是要形象性的存在
一个父亲和一个母亲
那么算了!
不要再是游牧民族的女儿了!
Thursday, November 12, 2009: 8:35 PM
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明天
明天是最后一天了
兴奋吧?
: 7:59 AM
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往回看
三个月的时间
又是一段被我一路埋怨过来的日子
这么快,明天就告一段落了
真好!
昨天在跟朱力老师聊天
朱:真的很冷
朱:只是我已经穿棉袄了
我:现在不是应该穿棉袄的时候吗?
朱:呵呵 还是觉得太快了
我:不会拉。。。你太瘦了 没什么脂肪给你保温 所以会很冷啊
朱:呵呵 怎么这样呢
朱:我本来也怕冷的:$
我:哈哈 因为你一直都太瘦了
朱:好吧 呜呜
一点点的做 不知不觉 你会发现自己会了好多的
Monday, November 9, 2009: 11:41 PM
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the bigger the xpectation the bigger the disappointment
i think holidays is going to be quite mandune for me.
countdowning in china is cancelled.
langkawi is still not confirm yet since she hasn't call up to her on her damn passport.
and i'm not very positive abt this langkawi trip.
so yea. happy working in the photoshop at brasbasah
PROVIDED i'm employed by them *prays hard*
ok, i totally oversee the fact that i got 2 exams coming my way.
need sleep badly.
good nite earthlings :)
Saturday, November 7, 2009: 11:25 PM
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SHE 签名会

我真的是累的
虽然比不上真正的FANS
但是我好歹也是挤了2个小时
当艺人真是不简单
真是很累人的工作
所以请原谅她们的丑脸
也请原谅我拍了这么多她们的丑脸
因为镜头不会说谎……
more photos on
facebook
Thursday, November 5, 2009: 11:19 PM
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near end
i'm left with one project and 2 exams :)
i'm so gg on a getaway!!!
which will come i-dunno-when
shit.
anyway, it's near holidays!
look forward guys!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009: 7:49 PM
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:D
sometimes i just need some time.
and i think i did it :)
i'm over n done with tkg now~ :)
Tuesday, November 3, 2009: 10:25 PM
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updates
i seriously hates headache!
but it's part n parcel of my life now~ :S
headaches are coming more often these days.
shit! i need to get rid of it.
homework is pushed back..... into the holidays~
got it's pros n cons~
guess it's good~ cos i got more time to slack.
pray for me that the photo developing shop will be still hiring 2 wks ltr :)
hire me hire me!
still having headache~ :(
Monday, November 2, 2009: 9:45 PM
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因为有你
那种感觉叫什么
一种感触从心底冲到脑袋
很强烈但又不会觉得疼
已经不会哭的我
怎么会感觉到眼泪快要被挤出来了
我的心绪乱了
被你的心意打乱了
原来这些经过是照妖镜
把虚伪烧化
让真实的变成了足金
沉淀的是我们的友谊
羡煞旁人了吧
感动了
对了,就是感动
那种感觉叫做“感动”
: 8:15 PM
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$$
i spent $$ again
ok. not as if i don't spend money everyday.
but i subscribed lianhezaobao. just.
paid more for the delivery.
ok. i felt heartache. :(
i spent 50 in popular yesterday.
worst. it's the timeless china book's fault!
and the 诗经乱弹's fault.
:(
broke.
Friday, October 30, 2009: 8:44 PM
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the sister's keeper
你的出生或许不是要无条件的救姐姐
而是要用你的眼睛代替姐姐看这个漂亮的世界
保险箱被逼打开了
触碰到那一块还流着血心脏
而那个痛我不胜负荷
Thursday, October 29, 2009: 10:13 PM
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shoot
this is me.
trial one



this is me.
trial two


i look longg. :)
Wednesday, October 28, 2009: 10:26 PM
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死水
这是一沟绝望的死水
轻风吹不起半点涟漪
顽强的意志力偶尔还会长出几朵莲花
化腐朽为营养美丽地绽放着
花蕊还能滋润着登门造访的小鸟儿
: 7:43 PM
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用简单的言语唱出《寂寞之歌》
click
here to view my book review on ovb :)
: 7:19 PM
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talk.today
i am going for nan laoshi's laoshi's talk on 1 nov
:)
我真得越想越气!不服气~!他妈的!
我告诉你,你没有资格!你小心你的evaluation!
Monday, October 26, 2009: 11:24 AM
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剩下的最后一点的美丽
: 12:18 AM
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it's a magazine
http://asianphotographyasean.comtake a look :D
i'm subscribing it.... soon
: 12:14 AM
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pleasant dream
there were hiccups in my dream yesterday
including a car accident and a accuse of theft
but it was a pleasant dream afterall
i dreamt of shihui cuishan qilaoshi and a car.
gaga!
good nite again
Saturday, October 24, 2009: 10:19 AM
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成长
或许不再有自由自在
汪洋大海
回音都已经不能继续依赖
贝壳躺在水里彩排
准备上沙滩上台
这么漂亮且温柔的表白
只可惜我已经走到画外
眼前的憧憬 也只是海市蜃楼
放手
来得太快太不是时候
抛弃我的你 已经置身事外
无奈
Thursday, October 22, 2009: 10:47 PM
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rest
earthlings, you have been sleeping too late.
you must get more rest whenever you can!
PS: you have been staying up too late recently. how i wish i'm the alarm clock by your laptop, so that i could ring non stop just to rush you to bed.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009: 10:12 PM
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deja vu
今天心里很不舒服
一整天都有画面闪过
Tuesday, October 20, 2009: 9:21 PM
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每当午夜梦醒时
又到了一天的落幕
又到了太阳公公休息的时候了
但是地球上的人们
三三两两 还在为人生忙碌着
现实的人们 不肯做梦
逃避的人们 不肯梦醒
但是宇宙的无数轮回
千千万万 还固执于当初的决定
往前走的人们 绑架时间
往回走的人们 放纵时间
又到了新一天的序幕
又到了月亮奶奶休息的时候了
Monday, October 19, 2009: 2:01 PM
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天气
什么鬼天气这是?夏天不是早就过了吗?
现在是秋天。是秋天阿!
这儿哪像秋天了?闷死人啦
我都快被煮熟了!焖猪肉,要吃不?
: 11:15 AM
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藤井树《寂寞之歌》
虽然我不会抽烟,但我想要那种感觉。
那种在白烟飘袅、月光流泻的空气中,搅拌着我嘴里吐出的烟,还有浓浓的寂寞的味道。
——第234页《寂寞之歌》
我不是在引申朋友们的陪伴都是没有用的。就像MR藤所说的一样,寂寞是一种堆积而成的感觉,而表现这种感觉的行为就叫感触。抽烟是一种方法。我的寂寞应该是在父母决定离婚的时候开始堆积的吧。一直到现在。我不知道为什么我在武汉的时候会猛抽烟,但是起码那时我愿意将这些堆积而成的感触发泄出来。现在,这些感觉又开始堆积了。
我不是在引申朋友们的关心都是没有用的。反而寂寞让我置身事外,我更清楚看见了他们。他们所为我做的一切,一切让我感动又不懂的表达的事情。因为寂寞,我更加珍惜每一个人为我做的一切。让我在置身事外的状态里面迅速地成长。所以,我还真的要感谢我的寂寞,让我感觉到他们。
或许,寂寞不会是那么的寂寞。
《寂寞之歌》成功地将我的心情拉到了谷底,也彻底了解了……
Saturday, October 17, 2009: 9:10 PM
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空白
脑袋一片空白
没有灵感 没有推动力
你给我的鼓励 我用完了
少了冲劲 怎么能够支配命运
我的心已不在
从前何时才会再回来
我的脚步太慢
心里的步伐却太快了
我还是没有灵感 没有推动力
脑袋还是一片空白
: 2:15 PM
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lee xiu min
=.=
i can't see my feet
but i can see the face of whoever is on my lap!
LOL
Thursday, October 15, 2009: 10:16 PM
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speechless
i've got to find a way to make my breast smaller.
by the way.
i'm not that short!
=.=
LOL
tml's friday again :)
Wednesday, October 14, 2009: 10:27 PM
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don't go
i let too many things passed by me
and i don't want to miss you.
Sunday, October 11, 2009: 6:16 PM
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日落

我一直都在
但 你呢?
Saturday, October 10, 2009: 11:57 AM
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不要惹我
我知道你爱我 疼我
可是你不知道 你的爱让我窒息
为什么你不能让我呼吸?
我需要你的自以为是
更加不需要你在有事无事的时候来破坏我的心情
你就是雷雨!
可是我不想做曹禺!
给我一点清静吧~
Friday, October 9, 2009: 8:14 PM
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(500) days of summer
每一道墙都有一道门
每一道门都配对了一只独一无二的钥匙
爱神要怎么才能听到对方心里的
那首乐谱
缘分要怎么找到那把钥匙
把门打开 把心打开
春夏秋冬后
永恒……在哪?
Thursday, October 8, 2009: 10:10 AM
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updates
i removed the cbox :)
please leave ur taggies on the comment link jus beside the post :)
: 10:06 AM
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:(
jane dislikes the raining and thunders
... and the lightnings~
Wednesday, October 7, 2009: 7:11 PM
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水
水已经结了冰
不需要借助容器的形状来竖立自己的性格
Tuesday, October 6, 2009: 11:49 PM
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recent books
i have been reading at my snail-like speed
i have read barbie hsu's 蝴蝶飞了
still reading 林夕's 原来你不快乐
but stopped halfway for my xiao ding dang to come in
read the 1st 2 books of the whole comic set. :)
真希望能够坐在属于自己的阳台,喝着爱尔兰咖啡,吹着暧昧的微风,看着令心电图起伏不定的书……那会是多么令人感动的画面啊!期待着中悠哉闲哉~
PS:
你,能不能答应我一件事?
那就是,不要忘记,有我在。
Sunday, October 4, 2009: 9:30 PM
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努力
我会假装我们从来都不认识
乖乖地逼着自己忘记我们的过去
虽然我会精疲力尽
我会努力……
纵使你换了一个人来爱
但是我会继续微笑
可能 有一天 或许 会有一天
你会转过身
看一看我的微笑
回我一个笑容
: 8:18 PM
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不安
我会努力假装我的快乐
伪装我的不自在
在你的身边 继续地笑